at least when i hold myself i feel in control, not tonight.
my skin is disgusting on my face, what the hell.
i'm so excited for the downstairs look, we're getting hardwood floors and making the room bigger.
AND installing a surround sound system.
HELLO INSTANT WORK OUT STUDIO!!
finally i'll have some dancing space....
too bad this will be probably in another month *sigh*
hopefully i can establish a routine by then.
it's 2:15 am and i have another poster to finish but i just want to cry myself to sleep really hard for no reason.