now 148.8 (back up .2 i feel like i lost all my weight first 3 days and now it's not going any further down :( whyyy!!???)
not good. i ate some carrots and a peice of orange all day...then at 6 my friend and i got SO hungry and went out to eat.....we ate a HUGE meal, even though it was super healthy, but we both felt we were about to explode. it would have been ok if i didn't come home and eat some ice cream and meat. what the hell.
it's too much pressure with my friend coming in 10 days....it's tooo much pressure! i don't know how to deal with it....i feel like i want to look perfect but in 10 days how perfect can you look, so i just feel like binging because he's a douchebag who doesn't deserve me stressing myself for him, but i have to keep reminding myself that i was ALREADY on the 28 day plan before i knew he was coming, i'm doing this for ME and he just happened to be coming, so need to use it as an extra boost...plus i'm doing alright and i look fine...it's just too much pressure still....
i actually drank a lot but could have had more
i walked a lot today when i didn't have to. and just painted a whole bunch. so tired and sore today =[
here i am.
Daily Self Esteem Challenge 2/2